23rd March 2010

i hate it how people think that i make these allergies up! i know i used to eat sausages, but now i cant, i know this, and yet people still think i'm making it up! my grandma, my parents, my friends! they never thought to think how it must make me feel, one minute being able to eat something and the next minute not! i can't help that it's one of my triggers, i can't help that caffeine is another! i can't help that hokkien noodles make my teeth get infected! i just wish some people would give some thought into how i must feel, watching my family eat things that i can't, and probably never will be able to again, they're meant to be my family! no matter what people say, i don't have it easy, my life isn't crash hot, i go through things that people would never think i do, because i hide it so well, and because they think they know my family and i, well they don't, they don't know what goes on behind closed doors...