Hey everyone,
So it's my birthday tomorrow, and well yes i intend on celebrating being no longer stereotyped as an out of control teenager, cause no way have i been like that, well not completely.
That is not the reason i'm posting though, it's more to do with this thing i've had building up inside me, a true and utter fear of prayer, but with that encouragement night i went to last month and talking to Tam yesterday, it's really put things in perspective, cause everything happens for a reason, and i now realise how silly that fear was, and how glad i am to be free of it. I really think i'm almost over this molehill turned mountain, and that i'll get there really soon, well i hope i do, its more apprehension now, not fear, but still the fact of not knowing, but i'm not scared, some things arent meant to be known and i am excited of what God has planned for me in my life, what he's going to release in me, and what plans he has for me, for as it says in Jeremiah 29:11 ~ "For I know the plans i have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you, and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future" it is such a beautiful and true verse that its impossible not to believe it, God would never hurt me, and prayer is of God, so prayer will never harm me, and I know that now, and it feels great!
Plans for my birthday, small get together tonight, with just pizza and scenic views, must take camera, and good company, good food, and good conversation, what could be better than that, then have catalyst tomorrow, which i'm really excited about! i love catalyst and i dont know why i put it off for so long, its the most amazing atmosphere, its like we're finally coming together as a church and i love it, being part of something more than me, being able to make a difference and to share my opinion and for once in a very long time, being happy with where i am at in life.
also i started tafe last week, first 2 days were great and good and happy, thursday morning was the same, but just remind me never to be late for class, cause i walked out the room almost in tears right in the middle of an activity, cause i felt discluded and like my ideas and opinions didnt matter, but, well, yeah.......
i'll make sure to update soon
God Bless Always
Amanda
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1 comments:
grate to learn alot about a young gro too in to the bible topics in this society in which we are living in so alienated from our creator and its really commendable and as for i, too in the same boat tho what matters the most is for us to get so practical and not so blackish and whitish i mean writers! alot of things happen alot in this society in which we live and little wonder that may are losing concentration for the most important message to hear and act onto it as God's patience still holds. Being a student alot of challenges we do face and balancing between God's matter's and grades is so crucial so that we can be able to reap alot of joy and bounteous blessings. Frustrations and disappointments too in this world tend to be inevitable, but with courage and endure, we are bound to succed bse our greatest close friend is loyal to us and always, lets never forsake him. chal.
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