Saturday 25th April 2009

Hey all

I felt i had my place in this world, knew what i wanted to do, and where i was going; well not now, i still know what i want to do with my life, but i have no idea how to get there. Recently, only this week, i've been feeling like somebody else can do my job, when i began being 'replaced'. Wednesday i was mean't to do the bread run with my dad, until Ps Ric replaced me, now this friend of my dad's who CAN'T SHUT UP is replacing me cleaning the car park, earning MY $10. So why can't someone else earn my degree, live my life........

I've had friends anticipate being teachers, like i want to, but quit or cracked, or failed. So i'm going to look into a library traineeship or apprenticeship. I have so many thoughts running through my head, thoughts of me being replaced, and the insane workload i'm under, and of what i'll do next semester, i have absolutely no idea, i am going to need a job, i'm going to have to have the stress of searching for a job, i'll have 2 certificates at hand, leadership, and business admin, with no real resume, and no real friends in this state, no real experience, but we've all got to start somewhere.

Anyone need a secretary? or receptionist? in 3 months that is

God Bless
Amanda