Thursday 5th March 2009

Hi

So i went to tafe today, already having finished one unit, i only had my afternoon class to go to, so yes, i went, i was tired and easily agitated, and found out we're doing group work, oh wow, group work, so we got put in out teams and i found out i was in with the clicked group, as in they're already 'best buds' it makes me sick just thinking about it. So here's my dilemma, seeing as they're just the best of friends, and i'm the outsider, they think they can walk all over me, assigning me the worst jobs, not asking my opinion, naming me secretary, the job i officially hate the most, until i actually stood up for myself (wow, big shock, seriously) and said no, i didn't want to take endless notes, i'm good at it, yes, but i didn't want to do it, cause i can't write that fast, and seeing as i have total beeps in my group, meaning they wouldn't even consider slowing down if i asked them, and apparently, they needed my contact details, my full name and mobile number, the beeps, sure yes i know, they're nice people, but not when they totally disclude you and leave you out, can be real beeps like that, but anyway, i have to put up with them in my team for the next 4-5 weeks, it's really going to suck, and yes, i did insult alice, not intentionally, it just, you know, slipped out, as words do, all i said to her idea was "wow, 5 ideas, woop de doo" and got told of for it from another total beep in my group, i shut up after that, i just really wish they included me.......

Signing Off
God Bless
Amanda