Blessings Since Sam

For those of you who don't know, but Samuel Press was cheating on me for 3 weeks prior to the break-up. How it happened was that she contacted me. but these are the blessings i have found since it happened.

• I've become so much more closer to God & more open
• I'm content with myself a lot more now
• I have found new friends, who were previously just acquaintances
• I found a new friend who is a christian
• I have spoken up more after my down period
• I've learned that there are many jerks out there & that it is really something special to find that perfect guy, to whom i am yet to find
• I'm generally happier
• I've had a lot more time to do more important things
• I've been less emotionally drained
• I found some awesome songs
  
• Sleep deprivation is no longer such an issue
  
• I've really learned what it means to be loved
• My friends are A LOT more important to me than what they were before
• To Hayley, who stood up for me, comforted me, supported me & understood what a (insert word here) Sam was
  
• To Joanne who understood, comforted me & supported me during that time, agreeing with me & putting up with me
• To Joshua who definitely helped in some way & giving my opinion some glimmer of hope into what guys can really be like, finding them is another question
• To Beth who provided support & comfort & being there for me when i needed you
  
• To Danie who agreed with me & helped me & showing me that good guys can be found, for supporting me & for keeping in contact, it definitely helps me not feel so distant from my family, whom i adore greatly
• To God, for providing me with this opportunity to see what a (insert word here) Sam really was & for doing everything & more to get me to this point & beyond
• To myself, for taking chances & risking this outcome, for it is better to have loved & lost, than to have not loved at all

Arrivederci everyone, i'll try & blog again soon, we'll see
God Bless
Amanda