Hopes & Dreams

hey everyone,

yesterday, i was holding a baby & she arched her back & hit her head on the floor
the director was told that i dropped her
today, i'm told that i've been cut from the course & am not to return
i cried for ages
it hurt, knowing i'd failed again
it's obvious that i'm to find another way into uni
but instead
i've decided to become a librarian
i've loved books all my life
and have been told i'll be good at it
it's made me feel so low
like a failure
a complete failure
and i hate it
i have to see jacqui on thursday
not that i exactly want to
but i have to
wish me luck

with god in control anything is possible
God Bless
Amanda